My Love Lyrics – EST Gee, Veeze Ganlyrics

My Love Lyrics Meaning

[Intro:]
The intro captures EST Gee’s internal struggle, expressing that despite all his efforts, he feels like his love is never enough. The repetition of the phrase “I wish my love was good enough” emphasizes his frustration with not being able to meet the emotional needs of those around him, despite his desire to do so.

[Verse 1:]
In this verse, EST Gee paints a picture of his difficult reality. He talks about picking up his son from kindergarten, still carrying a pistol, symbolizing how he’s forced to juggle fatherhood with the dangerous lifestyle he’s caught in. He teaches his son how to stay safe in a world that doesn’t seem to offer much security, telling him to buckle up and stay alert. He humorously suggests that if his son isn’t cut out for violence, he should become an engineer, implying the limited options available in his environment. He also reflects on how his old friends, once innocent kids dreaming of hoverboards, have become involved in a life of crime. EST Gee’s loyalty to his past is clear, but he’s also torn by the violence surrounding him. He feels conflicted, often having to make hard decisions and explaining to others why they might not survive the violence they face. Despite his tough exterior, he struggles with showing love, as his life is consumed by the dangers and betrayals of the streets. The mention of backstabbers and conflicts with family shows how being in this lifestyle has distanced him from those who should matter most. He feels like his love and care are not enough for the people he wants to protect and is overwhelmed by the weight of his choices.

[Chorus:]
In the chorus, EST Gee repeatedly says, “I wish my love was good enough,” which serves as an emotional cry for validation and understanding. He feels like his actions, sacrifices, and devotion aren’t enough to protect or provide for those he cares about. The repetition of the phrase emphasizes the depth of his emotional struggle and his desire to give more than he’s able to, even though he tries his best.

[Verse 2:]
In this verse, Rylo Rodriquez reflects on the realities of street life and the hustle it takes to survive. He opens by talking about how people doubted his friend in the streets, but now, he himself has earned respect, and he refuses to be disrespected in any club or public space. He mentions how rap has helped him stay sober, suggesting that music has given him an outlet to express himself and keep his head clear. He also touches on the pain of his friend being locked up during COVID and how the legal system delayed justice. Despite the struggles, Rylo shows admiration for his friend’s resilience, describing how his friend continues to shoot despite losing fingers. The verse also highlights Rylo’s growing success, comparing his ability to switch things up to Basquiat’s artistic genius. He also reflects on his past of remixing drinks and handling legal matters for his crew. The line about putting a lawyer on his friend’s case to prove innocence shows how loyalty and legal support are key in their lives. He mentions that while some might seem like they have more, they’re missing the courage and strength he possesses. Rylo goes on to reflect on street life’s challenges, like dealing with untrustworthy women and people who fake wealth. He touches on the theme of realness versus the fake and expresses his disgust toward people who flex small amounts of money. Ultimately, the verse shows a mentality of survival, hustle, and loyalty, mixed with the harsh realities of street life.

[Verse 3:]
Veeze’s verse centers on confidence, success, and survival. He starts by declaring his authenticity, stressing that he’s one of the realest and richest in the game, with no need for gimmicks. He describes his close bond with his crew, who have all made it to the top together. Veeze mentions his friend who loves trapping so much that he named his daughter Dylan, illustrating the depth of their commitment to the hustle. He also talks about the constant threat of law enforcement, highlighting the need to burn the duct tape when the feds are near, as even the smallest traces of evidence could lead to prison time. His lifestyle requires constant awareness, and he reflects on being medicated and living a dangerous life that puts him on edge. He mentions being at his kid’s football game, but even there, he has to stay alert with protection, knowing the threat of violence is always nearby. Veeze contrasts his success and wealth with the struggles of others, from dealing with people who lie and deceive to mocking those who pretend to have money. He points out how others fantasize about his success but don’t understand the hard work and danger behind it. He reflects on personal loss, suggesting that those who miss their deceased loved ones should join them in spirit. Throughout, Veeze speaks about the realities of being on top in the streets, where people are always watching, plotting, or pretending. The verse culminates in a sense of invincibility with his crew, showing that together they’re untouchable, confident in their unity and wealth.

[Outro:]
The outro is a repetition of the intro, with EST Gee once again expressing his wish that his love and efforts were enough. The emotional weight of this repetition indicates that the struggles with love, loyalty, and emotional expression continue to haunt him. It underscores his longing for deeper connection and understanding, highlighting the ongoing conflict he faces between his tough exterior and his internal emotional battles.