EGY/KETTŐ Lyrics – Pogány Induló Ganlyrics

EGY/KETTŐ Lyrics Meaning

[Intro]
The speaker opens by reflecting on his heritage, seeing the world through his father’s eyes while his mother’s voice seems to speak from within him. He’s afraid time is slipping by too quickly, worried he won’t have many winters left to experience. Despite this, he holds on, waiting for a moment when life feels easier but believes he can bear it a little longer.

[1st Verse]
In this verse, the singer wrestles with the meaning and value of his life, feeling like his family is sad and that everyone he relied on has left him, leaving him in despair. While his audience might seem satisfied, he often feels misunderstood and frustrated. The struggle with self-control is clear; he talks about destructive behavior like drinking heavily, feeling aggressive, and acting out without others truly understanding. There’s a moment of breakdon, and he describes a collapse that requires medical attention, signaling that his issues are serious and not just something to brush off. Thoughts of death and the phrase “You’ll die” echo in his head, adding weight to his feelings of being broken, though he knows he’s still alive.

[Refrain]
Here, the singer expresses a longing for love from one special girl, the last source of love he feels he has left. He prays for forgiveness, fearing his penance might not be enough. Though he knows he’s far from perfect, he feels this may be his last chance and vows not to waste it.

[2nd Verse]
The second verse dives deeper into his turmoil, with the singer feeling as if time could stop and he’d cease to exist. He confronts painful memories and admits that he’s made mistakes, realizing his actions have often hurt himself and others. Panic attacks and moments of hitting rock bottom recur, with signs of self-harm through drug use and risky behavior that’s visible to those around him. There’s a moment of bitter honesty when he says he doesn’t even want to look at the results of a heart test, indicating how fragile he feels. He struggles with the idea that others might be better off without him, even contemplating jumping from a height. Despite the overwhelming pressures of fame and music, he dreams of escaping with someone who truly understands him. Around him, people give advice or judge him, but they don’t understand his internal battles. He feels burdened by his “sins” and a deep need for redemption, questioning his faith yet also blaming himself for his biggest struggles.

[Refrain]
The refrain repeats, reiterating his wish for the love and forgiveness of the one person who still cares for him. He confesses his sins and regrets and prays for understanding, emphasizing the sense of a last chance he doesn’t want to ruin.

[Bridge]
The singer confesses that he’s often felt lost and unsure of what to do with the feelings inside him, but he’s determined to keep going, pouring his heart and soul into his work. There’s regret about how he’s turned out and a need for rest, a moment to pause from everything that’s weighed him down.

[Refrain]
The refrain highlights the pressures of his music career and the competitiveness in the industry. He expresses frustration over people’s antics and the toll that chasing money has taken on him. Despite these challenges, he’s committed to his music, seeing it as something sacred, almost like a prayer, and those who stay with him until the end mean everything to him.

[3rd Verse]
In the final verse, the singer reflects on his faith, saying he’s received strength from God and that’s why his team stands strong. He realizes that what drives him is the passion he puts into his work, not necessarily the validation from others. There’s no one he feels he can fully rely on, and he questions who to trust, grappling with whether he deserves the success he’s gained. He’s aware of the support from fans who have given him their trust, and this keeps him grounded. Although he’s committed to improving and dealing with his inner struggles, he knows it will take time to fully come to terms with everything he’s done.

[Outro]
The outro is a plea for release from the harshness he’s been feeling. He describes winter as something cold and confining, wishing for warmth and a break from the heaviness. He longs for a summer that brings relief, a release from the icy hardships, and a chance to feel the warmth of life again.